My depression have been kicking in very hard lately. It had been very calm and quiet this couple of months. This last week have been hard for me. At night every time I close my eyes all this negative and bad imagines come flooding into my mind. As much as I try to stop them from coming every night its impossible. It feels impossible but somehow I know that they are true. They are not going to come true.
One day I know that ill get the best help that I can get. until ill have to suffer everything and make it day by day. with all the positivity and good vibes I can get.