Here i am once again

Here i am once again

A couple of things has happen since last time i posted. O have been having a lot of down moments and i have been trying to dealing with them.
I have been thinking of therapy but somehow i make myself believe that its not worth it. That the therapist will believe its normal . that my problems are not really because of depression and anxiety. I do know that i have social anxiety. I am trying to break from that on my own since honestly it has to do more with me then therapy can help. I have always been a shy person. I dont know. What do you think. Should i go to a therapist and get it over with?

My Night

My Night

My depression  have been kicking in very hard lately.  It had been very calm and quiet this couple of months. This last week have been hard for me. At night every time I close my eyes all this negative and bad imagines come flooding into my mind. As much as I try to stop them from coming every night its impossible. It feels impossible but somehow I know that they are true. They are not going to come true.

One day I know that ill get the best help that I can get. until ill have to suffer everything and make it day by day. with all the positivity and good vibes I can get.

30 Days Blogging Challenge

30 Days Blogging Challenge

Day 12 – Favorite Childhood Books

  1. Clifford Books
  2. Dr.suess,s Books
  3. If you give a mouse a cookie
  4. Corduroy
  5. Curious George
  6. Goodnight Moon
  7. Where the wild things are
  8. Eloise
  9. Junie B jones Books
  10. Matilda
  11. Arthurs Books
  12. The Very hungry Caterpillar
  13. Amelia Bedelia
  14. The rainbow Fish
  15. Love you forever
  16. Frog and Toad are Friends
  17. Are you my mother

This are a couple of books that I have read and still read once a while in my free time. Of coarse now with my young little brother I get to read them to him.